Monday, August 15, 2005

same state

After twelve days of being home in Mankato I am finally heading back to St. Paul. I am leaving tomorrow morning.

These next few weeks are going to be wild. I want to do many things before I actually move to Iowa. Did I mention that I am really moving to Iowa to finally live in the same state as Jake? I can't remember if I officially posted about it. Anyway, I want to do so many things before I leave that I need to make a big to-do list right now.

I am completely overwhelmed with feelings of transition and limbo. I feel splintered and I hate feeling splintered. It is sorta driving be crazy. Today I called my Dad at work and broke down...he made me feel better though.

7 comments:

Jayleigh said...

Parents are SO AWESOME for that... the good ones anyway. SO stable and whatever problems you have seem so much less when you're crying on their shoulder.

I call that feeling scribbley. I don't remember when I began using it, but it's a mood on Unkymoods, so I feel validated. lol

Marissa said...

Congratulations on your decision to move to Iowa and be with Jake! I know it's daunting - all change is scary - but it seems to me that your relationship with Jake is totally worth it. Things have a way of falling into place, I promise you.

Amanda said...

good luck, anne.
you're so lucky that you have such a great dad to lean on!

Kiki said...

Been there. SO where in Iowa?

Cheryl said...

Aw hon, hang in there. And congrats on the move! That's exciting. I think things will start falling into place too.

still_figuring_out said...

moving is always nerve wreaking yet exciting at the same time.

it will be fabulous to be in the same area as your sweetheart :)

MWM said...

I enjoyed seeing you at the wedding Anne. Distanced friends. Long overdue.